Tea Tuesday: BookTube?

I am never one to follow the crowd. Literally, if something is popular at the time, I will wait years until it becomes unpopular before I buy it. Maybe it's my way of wanting to be individual, or I'm just plain weird, whatever it is, this is just the way I am.

This is why it has taken me over a year to finally decide that I want to do YouTube, or known better as 'BookTube.'

There was many reasons why I didn't want to do it, but it was these two reasons that made me panic, and just thinking about it now has me second guessing about doing BookTube.

My first major problem is I have very low self esteem, I will avoid at all cost to be in pictures. I just don't like the way I look. No rephrase that, I don't like people judging me on the way I look. I've come to the point in my life that I'm happy with myself and there is no way in a million years that I would change that. This is the way I was born, so you can deal with it.

The second issue is negativity. I hate negative people and I know the Internet, especially YouTube, have a ton load of people commenting negative things. I definitely do not want that, I just want to make videos about books, because I'm passionate about it.

At the moment I'm in the planning stage, also the decision stage still. I have gotten to a point that I really want to do it, I want to talk about books and build up friendships with other book lovers.
Once I have progressed from this I will let you all know. And hopefully I have decided to actually do this.


If you have any questions about BookTube, please leave a comment below. I would love to hear your thoughts.